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i don't care what anybody thinks of me. a lot of people dis-like me. i live with it. call me heartless? go ahead. because i know I can be. i can be quite the bitch. i have hurt people, yes. but every one dose. you can't blame me for things i have done. you'd be a hypocrite to say you have never done something bad or have never hurt some one. NOW ONE THING I DO HAVE. guilt. i have a lot of guilt. its eats me up some times and i burst with tears like i just did five seconds ago. I'm sorry i hurt theses people. i am really. i hate hurting people. i do it with out thinking a lot. i have a very bad guilt problem, might see some one. even stealing a cookie from the jar makes me feel guilty a bit. (an example). a lot of people don't know me and how i think and why i do these things. i can be very selfish. like my happiness. if i am in a relationship, i (like a bitch i know) consider my happiness more than anyone else's so if i don't like the relationship i end it. I'm sorry i can't stay were i am not happy. that is a problem of mine. I'm sorry i like multiple people at the same time and end up braking peoples hearts. that song fits me XD. i have a lot of drama on DA for what i do, and i don't blame people. but i really think i need a brake...i might even move accounts idk maybe leave for good. but i can't handle stress. i won't block your hate, every one has opinions. i like people to have free right. but when it goes to far, ill block it. i am not a demon, i do have a soul and i do have a heart. i just make mistakes and people hate me for it.... well. thanks for reading. send me a note if you want to contact me. ill decide what ill do in a couple of days.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: funhouse
  • Reading: books
  • Watching: tv
  • Playing: games
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: drinks
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:iconkidsnevergrowup:
KidsNeverGrowUp Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012   Digital Artist
dont cry dude :((((((( :hug: im here for ya...
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lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
thanks
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KidsNeverGrowUp Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012   Digital Artist
huggies*
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theclonegirl Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
Look, everyone has bad days, everyone regrets, and every feels guilt from hurting people. I would know. But it's no reason to leave. I'm not going to try to stop you, but I'd miss you.
A lot.
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:iconlil-miss-pikachu:
lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks :hug: it means alot.
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:icontheclonegirl:
theclonegirl Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012
Your welcome. Btw we seriously need to get together....
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:iconlil-miss-pikachu:
lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
ikr!
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wolfpacks11 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Bri... :huggle:
I'm sorry :(
i won't keep you from leaving, but i will miss you if you go ;^;
and if you do move accounts... note me k? <3
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lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks, I will :glomp:
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wolfpacks11 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ok <3
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forgetSanity Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It's called thinking before you act, and the point of a relationship is that you want the OTHER person to be happy as well, that is what it means to be in love. You blame other people for what YOU have done and you constantly contradict yourself. one moment your a soulless bitch, BUT wait it's not your fault that your soulless someone else made you that way because you ignore what they told you to begin with and created your own little fantasy about a relationship. You are clearly showing you know nothing about love and you say so but once someone else says that you don't know anything about love you get defensive and angry.

Then thing is I'm sure your a nice girl but your extremely ignorant in a lot of things and you don't seem to be learning from your mistakes.
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LittleIggyDog Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconfacebooklikeplz:
When you can understand that, it means you've matured.
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forgetSanity Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconfacebooklikeplz:
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smileyfluff Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012
I like how she just didn't reply.
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forgetSanity Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep
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cassybabyfur Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
im the exact way hun. I understand eerything.I hate hurting ppl , and i try my best to make everyne happy but its just not possible... ppl will get hurt and theres nothing we can do about it. no one is perfect , and if ppl dont accept you for how u are , then what kind of friends are they? whatever ya choose to do ya got my full support hun.
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lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank u so much, it means alot to me! I'm glad some one understands some what :hug:
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cassybabyfur Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yea ik the feelin ^^ its nice knowin u have someone to relate to.
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lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
it is :hug:
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cassybabyfur Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
im glad i can be of some help then ^^
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:iconlil-miss-pikachu:
lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
it helped, thank you :huggle:
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GrayBanana Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Im the same way bri. I dont really block people- i troll them hard.
But i will be here for you. I feel awful for everything ive done, and there is so much dArama going around i can barely stand it! >;I
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lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Haha ikr? That's why I might move, so I can have a fresh start.
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:icongraybanana:
GrayBanana Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah. Same. It's tempting, but I'm still iffy on the subject
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:iconlil-miss-pikachu:
lil-miss-pikachu Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I might. New starts are good c:
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GrayBanana Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah. They are ^^
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