i don't give a fuck what you think...but good by.

i don't care what anybody thinks of me. a lot of people dis-like me. i live with it. call me heartless? go ahead. because i know I can be. i can be quite the bitch. i have hurt people, yes. but every one dose. you can't blame me for things i have done. you'd be a hypocrite to say you have never done something bad or have never hurt some one. NOW ONE THING I DO HAVE. guilt. i have a lot of guilt. its eats me up some times and i burst with tears like i just did five seconds ago. I'm sorry i hurt theses people. i am really. i hate hurting people. i do it with out thinking a lot. i have a very bad guilt problem, might see some one. even stealing a cookie from the jar makes me feel guilty a bit. (an example). a lot of people don't know me and how i think and why i do these things. i can be very selfish. like my happiness. if i am in a relationship, i (like a bitch i know) consider my happiness more than anyone else's so if i don't like the relationship i end it. I'm sorry i can't stay were i am not happy. that is a problem of mine. I'm sorry i like multiple people at the same time and end up braking peoples hearts. that song fits me XD. i have a lot of drama on DA for what i do, and i don't blame people. but i really think i need a brake...i might even move accounts idk maybe leave for good. but i can't handle stress. i won't block your hate, every one has opinions. i like people to have free right. but when it goes to far, ill block it. i am not a demon, i do have a soul and i do have a heart. i just make mistakes and people hate me for it.... well. thanks for reading. send me a note if you want to contact me. ill decide what ill do in a couple of days.